My husband and I have been fighting about my coping methods and how he don't want Izzy in our life. He ask how come I come I am not yelling at my Mom and her sister and Todd. He is the birthfather. I am mad at my Mom and her sister, but I am not so sure if I am mad at Todd. That is a good question. That's a good question and I am going to have to think about it for a while. For a long time, I hoped I would never run into him since I didn't tell my first husband the whole truth. Now I wish I could run into him, but I got to really think about why I am not mad at him.

Note.. If anyone is reading this and my other blog and don't know that both of them are me, the case is that somethings I feel are better left said where I know my family don't have the links to. I am not sure if they are reading the other one. Anyone got any ideas how to call them out, without actually asking them.