Liz wrote me back. It's nice to be able to talk to someone who helped see me through that first year. She told me how she was at my wedding. I didn't remember that but now I think I do recall her being there. In counseling, I discussed how sometimes, my memory is shady. She thinks I blocked memories because of too much pain. Any other birthmoms feel like they lost memories or is it just naturally the way it works for all of us.