Monday, March 28, 2011

MELD session 5

I started my fifth ten week session with MELD. After, an hour and half of seven children and five diaper changes and that includes explosive poop where I had to change the girls clothes and actually did find clothes in the diaper bag. Also, lots of crying and rough housing.

I am asking myself one thing? What the hell do I keep putting myself through this torture every week. I hear that they are having a hard time keeping volunteers and I feel bad because I am only there because I don't have the heart to quit. I guess that is because I believe in what they are doing and even with all the diapers and crying that I enjoy it. But I am tired.

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