Calling it quits

My life has taken a sudden turn of events. I have decided to call it quits on my life with my husband. It's been a rough couple weeks because even though I want this marriage to end I feel sad that it came to this. My husband has plans to ride off on his bike.. you can read more about his plans here.

We can't split up until April. I am not happy about it. I just feel like this time is going to be weird and odd to act married and together knowing we are breaking up/ broke up.

Catching up

I am so behind on blogging.. I never finished the blogging about the birthmom's retreat. I am not sure if it's something I will get to do again but I will always hold that experience close to my heart.. the key I wanted to touch most on and probably last is the speaker that spoke to us. She is an adoptive Mom.. and she just really touched me. I feel like she really has taken the time to try to try to imagine the heartache birthmom's go thru and only got to begin to experience that because she somehow ended up pregnant and it resulted in a healthy child.. I can't do it justice so I am just going to link her blog.. if I can find it.

Here is her blog.. go here.

Go here for the post about her time she spent with us bringing the whole room to tears.. There wasn't a dry eye in the house.

Sorry wrong post.. go here for the message from the retreat.